hrm, terlalu penat nak cite pjg lebar...juz nak share yg today km wat KOT, olahraga tahunan maktab...punye le budget awal pg, coz nak urus bendalah2 alat2 sukan nanti, seawal 6.30, tu kire bagus la, pick-up lori br dtg anto ke stadium, so km bersama su yg sporting tu, jg kat stadium...dgn slumbernye, dgn bpakaian pu3 islam, ahha, ngankut sane sini, malas tukar baju sukan, bukannya jd atlet ka...mane idaknye, lemak berguni2, wat sedih je klo effect pd umah sukan satg...furthermore, mmg kna wat2 cbuk kat sume seksyen, tanye if perlukn ape2 lg peralatan kn..maklumle, konon ajk peralatn yg asik d bang dek dume...i wonder y???padahal sume wat kije...cuma mmg klas km ni diam2...tp diam2 ubi berisi..sume preparation laz minit but still ok, cuma dsebabkn tugasan angkat2 ni mmg perlukn ramai org, sume kna tlg la kn..
yg xpuas ati td, mase kat bhgn hadiah kn, dia nak stage tmpt 1-3, padahal tu bhgn hadiah khas, ble tanye nak alatan ape? xde pape, then tetibe, sume mcm dah sedia mklum i ni kn penyibuk2 yg dok asik promote...ade pape alatan yg dperlukn...tebalkn muka yg semmgnye nipis n mudah d sunburn kn..hehe, diorg komen, mane org yg kna angkat alatan2 ni naik...km dah siap uruskn...aik???eventhough that's not my job, tp rase mcm diorg xhargai bhgn km...padahal kaunter ade je tepi diorg, tinggal diorg kna la ckp n trus mintak, at liz kt tau le nak cr alternatif...hrmmm, pape pon, besh le coz majlis jln lancar cuma x meriah, mana idknye, budak2 junior ramai ponteng..xphm2...
pape pon, ku berjaya jlnkn tugas yg diamanahkn n lebih menyeronokkn ku bleh buktikn even wanita yg sopan ni (konon2 le coz pakai uniforn ppim tu) hahaha, padahal xbw bj sukan tu...bleh wat kije, sampai br je angkat n pegang brg, tetibe ade le cik abg2 cnior ni kelam kabut dtg amik2 brg tu...hellooo!! km ni wanita y2k...but thanx 4 da help...hehe
that's remind me while i was living in gp, sume awekz cun, but alhmdulillah we managed to live..haha, sume bleh dbuat klo ade kesungguhan...iA
ok2, dah melalut, pdhal kije byk btui...nak tau mendenye?? eson, kna wat presentation pn, xperimen sc, prepare LP (bi, sc), nota2 repot 3model tu, stori-telling...wakaka, i luv myself!!! kna tunggu mlm jumaat karang r balik umah...dis wiken ade taklimat kursus koam..wadus, enggak bisa berjoli2 ngan fmly gitu...watever pong, nak join muhaini g swimming gakz...wakaka
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
hush!!
hmm, i thought dis wiken such a buzy days, coz otak ni dok pk pasal umah sewa, aduz, klo bleh nal ulang alik je kat tmpt flat tu je, but coz of group movement n free blessing provided ur fren together wif u...huhu~~~kna la stick pd mende yg kabur n xmenentu..igt2 nak cr tmpt kondo su tu je, bleh tumpg die klo die sudi, klo idak pon at liz rase slamat sket tmpt tinggal n dkat ngan tmpt mkn...haha, klo nak pk, patutnye di usia begini, kna wat sume mende tu sendiri, but thanx to my parentz who r willing to help us n volunteer to find umah sewa yg lebih sesuai, padahl lg bbrp bulan je nak cincau..wat a hassle yr 4 me...mamamaa~~
Thursday, March 26, 2009
laz nite
huhu~~ today might b da laz nite sleep in hostel...sayang nak tinggal coz mmg dah serasi dok cni, interms of jd blek tumpangan tukar2 bj n rehat2 while waiting 4 da nex classes, but xcited to move out n b as condonianz...wakaka, nak ngat mandi swimming pool coz tu la skill yg xsempat nak asah setajam2 nye, reminding my memories wif gpians every wiken...mira2, nanti dtg le ke umah i nanti...haha..iA b more hardworking pasni coz our 'driver' kot nanti 4 sure kna balik mlm coz nak siapkn keje kat library dlu...huh!! ni nak kna carik kete sewa nih...nak cr 2nd punye pon xpe la sementara ni..tp fulusnye d mana ya??
hmm, today ade mjls penutup maulid Rasul...agak membosankn bukan coz contents dakwah or personaliti penceramah, but dselitkn jg aspek2 perniagaan dok promote produk...huhu, tang tu mmg anti, in fact klo ade pameran tu, tgk je jenama ape, xyah le nyibuk2 ke booth tersebut, that's my style...haha
wokez, then konon ade la latihan KOT..ujan ngan petir ade nak wat ape kat pdg tu..rase wasting time btul..but inila time santai yg dpt ku peroleh bersame membe2, gosip sana sini dgn berhemah..dolu2 nak cr member yg kepala same susah gak r, coz every1 ade stail masing2 yg susah i nak adapt n follow, but here alhamdulillah, otak sume same je vision but a bit psycho la kn...maklumle bab2 psiko ni kna master b4 being a gud teacher kn...haha
orait, mayb after this, nak sembg2 ble free, ngah konon nak wat sains..terkontang-kanting je kije coz spend more time on wasting time (asik tertunda je apae2 aktvt yg suppose kna wat tu)...huhu, camne nk elak ble melibatkn sume pihak???uhuu~~ da~~
hmm, today ade mjls penutup maulid Rasul...agak membosankn bukan coz contents dakwah or personaliti penceramah, but dselitkn jg aspek2 perniagaan dok promote produk...huhu, tang tu mmg anti, in fact klo ade pameran tu, tgk je jenama ape, xyah le nyibuk2 ke booth tersebut, that's my style...haha
wokez, then konon ade la latihan KOT..ujan ngan petir ade nak wat ape kat pdg tu..rase wasting time btul..but inila time santai yg dpt ku peroleh bersame membe2, gosip sana sini dgn berhemah..dolu2 nak cr member yg kepala same susah gak r, coz every1 ade stail masing2 yg susah i nak adapt n follow, but here alhamdulillah, otak sume same je vision but a bit psycho la kn...maklumle bab2 psiko ni kna master b4 being a gud teacher kn...haha
orait, mayb after this, nak sembg2 ble free, ngah konon nak wat sains..terkontang-kanting je kije coz spend more time on wasting time (asik tertunda je apae2 aktvt yg suppose kna wat tu)...huhu, camne nk elak ble melibatkn sume pihak???uhuu~~ da~~
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
move out, move in
hi!! salam
hrm, lame gak xtgk blog ni, konon2 ngah dok cbuk wat kije assgmt. Rite now I'm at hostel, struggling thinking, planning n doing sume kije2 yg sengaja dtunda tersebut, patutla bisikan hati (quoted by Dr. Norizan nih) mengatakn wat draft je dlu, then after discussion ngan claz konpem u can do better n of coz hv clearer pics of wat i suppose to do based on my SBE laz wiks
juz wanna share my feeling today, i am very nervous (in da morning bcoz i didn't prepare well n of coz hvn't finished da tasks given foe classes today, sori ye kak yana n shahrul coz both of u je dok risau pasal NB tu, coz i know group 1 tu mesti pjg leabar xplanation krn adanye Mr. MuSo tu, hehe), xhausted (doing group discussion dlm tgh lautan puteri2 merah (lye chee was very fortunate being surrounded by these angels, hahaa), frustated (konon ade meeting pasal KOT but nampak gaya mcm x d alu2kn n contents focus more to MT ja??) n last but not least very epi (despite of being kicked out from hostel by da end of dis wik by da management, but at da same time found a new life of being an adult n perhaps laerning on how to b more matured n living in merrier surrounding at future rent house, or maybe i should say....Cengal condo. wau! my admiration of staying in condo becomes reality n few becoming days...yelah, dlu budak petronas je berpeluang dok kondo sunway tu, dah le xbape knal diorg so xde chance n sendeng2, but now wif my new gruop of members hopefully my life getting happier..iA, amiiin. my decision in participating in KPLI mmg tepat pd masanye kerna suasana peer support mmg besh!! yeyeh!! moga2 berterusan sampai akhir pengajian n mayb even after evryone kna posting nnt.
actually byk mende nak share coz yelah xde sape nak dgr tiap butir bicara ni, better wat keje kn drpd dgr org melalut n asik dok wat reflection ja...ahaha, klo ade nak org nak dgr pon, mcm le i nak ckp, coz kompem kna ckp berlapik, but klo tulis masih blapik but xde la pk ngat pasal respon face to face nih...haha
orait, nak continue wat lesson plan n repots. kak akmar ni rajin sungguh, iA ble jd official rumet n housemet amik cedok sgl ilmu n kemahirn yg dia ade...die penah keje as food tech officer (da job that i interested to apply but hv no gut al all to chose it as my long-term career coz i realised my full potential would be maximised if i'm in education field....yeah, that's my heart says supported by other comments of few frenz or even family memberz, iA...amiin. May god bless my journey here...
hrm, lame gak xtgk blog ni, konon2 ngah dok cbuk wat kije assgmt. Rite now I'm at hostel, struggling thinking, planning n doing sume kije2 yg sengaja dtunda tersebut, patutla bisikan hati (quoted by Dr. Norizan nih) mengatakn wat draft je dlu, then after discussion ngan claz konpem u can do better n of coz hv clearer pics of wat i suppose to do based on my SBE laz wiks
juz wanna share my feeling today, i am very nervous (in da morning bcoz i didn't prepare well n of coz hvn't finished da tasks given foe classes today, sori ye kak yana n shahrul coz both of u je dok risau pasal NB tu, coz i know group 1 tu mesti pjg leabar xplanation krn adanye Mr. MuSo tu, hehe), xhausted (doing group discussion dlm tgh lautan puteri2 merah (lye chee was very fortunate being surrounded by these angels, hahaa), frustated (konon ade meeting pasal KOT but nampak gaya mcm x d alu2kn n contents focus more to MT ja??) n last but not least very epi (despite of being kicked out from hostel by da end of dis wik by da management, but at da same time found a new life of being an adult n perhaps laerning on how to b more matured n living in merrier surrounding at future rent house, or maybe i should say....Cengal condo. wau! my admiration of staying in condo becomes reality n few becoming days...yelah, dlu budak petronas je berpeluang dok kondo sunway tu, dah le xbape knal diorg so xde chance n sendeng2, but now wif my new gruop of members hopefully my life getting happier..iA, amiiin. my decision in participating in KPLI mmg tepat pd masanye kerna suasana peer support mmg besh!! yeyeh!! moga2 berterusan sampai akhir pengajian n mayb even after evryone kna posting nnt.
actually byk mende nak share coz yelah xde sape nak dgr tiap butir bicara ni, better wat keje kn drpd dgr org melalut n asik dok wat reflection ja...ahaha, klo ade nak org nak dgr pon, mcm le i nak ckp, coz kompem kna ckp berlapik, but klo tulis masih blapik but xde la pk ngat pasal respon face to face nih...haha
orait, nak continue wat lesson plan n repots. kak akmar ni rajin sungguh, iA ble jd official rumet n housemet amik cedok sgl ilmu n kemahirn yg dia ade...die penah keje as food tech officer (da job that i interested to apply but hv no gut al all to chose it as my long-term career coz i realised my full potential would be maximised if i'm in education field....yeah, that's my heart says supported by other comments of few frenz or even family memberz, iA...amiin. May god bless my journey here...
Friday, March 20, 2009
alangkah bahagianya
salam,
today xde la penat sgt, cuma letih sket le, coz biasenye my normal day during oliday starts at noon, tetibe seawal 7 kna aktif, ade kenduri plak...nak ikut adat banjar katanya...itu cuma tlg2 as kakitgn kemas umah le biasenye...hehe, br skarang dpt pk, n mmg dah tanam azam smula pd diri this yr kna better than yrs b4 ni...
alhamdulillah, Allah dah tunjukkn jln di alam maya ni...benda yg kucari2 sbelum ni, dahle i ni xpanadai pasal tekno2 ni, tenet2 stakat surf2 bleh la, blog2 ni xpanadai nak mengayat...hehe
laz yr i mmg admit i sengaje jauhkn diri dr sume unsur...i mean, i nak tgk diri i sbenarnye apa cite ni yop??? sbelum tu, i mmg dah uji diri i, mmg i dah rase i dah tau ape hala tuju, but seems like not so much support, n xtau nak slesakn diri dlm serti kata slesa mcmne, i'm lost...erm, correction, i was lost in my own direction, thanx God 4 showing me da beginning of my real journey..but what's da effect to me?? bukannye loz kontek trus, cuma jarag2 je dekati membe2 lame, try to live in new world..dunia yg lebih terpelihara persekitarannnya...so dis yr try nak reconnect, ade la jupe gak website diorg, but most dah outdated, msg2 cbuk, in fact la ni pon sume ngah truskn perjuangan ilmiah scr formalnye, i truskn perjuangan diri yg masih xberkesudahan..but i alwaiz thinking +ve, iA
eh, ape ke bondanya yop yg dah jupa sgt tu? haa, ruangan blog2 yg membina minda n remotivate myself, cuba cr smula saki-baki yg xsempat jupe dek kerna derhaka sdiri..hrm, pelik2, ape ke bendenye tu...biarlah jd sejarah yg pasti tlh ku sesalkn...ok2, b +ve!!
ni antara yg menarik, yg hopefully (Allah dah sememangnye tlh tetapkn sejak d luh mahfuz lg...) bakal bertemu Mr Right yg dpt bimbing diri n terbaik bg diri ini n sipa pun si dia nanti, ish2 jiwang pula, rite now kata2 puitis ni je la yg dharapkn kluar bg seseorg itu:
i quote from someone's blog...ni acknowledge nih!
"
Titipan Buat Calon Zaujahku
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Pengasihani Assolatuwassalam ala RasulillahSelawat dan Salam buat Nabi Muhammad saw, Pembawa Rahmat Seluruh Alam...
Salam sejahtera buat calon zaujahku yang dihijab pertemuan olehNya sehingga detik kita disatukan dengan lafaz ijab bersaksi qabul berwali. Semoga langkahmu tangkas dengan semangat juang Islam. Walau apapun yang kita lakukan, dasarilah ia dengan memohon keredhaanNya supaya setiap langkah itu beroleh keberkatan.
Ya Allah, gembirakanlah aku dengan redhaMu ku kira untaian doa srikandi iman, Sayyidah Nafisah binti Hasan bin Zaid bin Hasan bin Ali bin Abu Thalib ini mampu menyuburkan hatimu dengan Nur KasihNya.
"Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikannya di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. (Ar-Rum: 21)
Telah dikhabarkan bahawa engkau adalah calon yang sekufu untukku, bakal menjadi peneman solehah bersamaku merentas becaknya denai-denai perjuangan Islam ini. InsyaAllah. Kesesuaian ini telah kupohon dalam setiap doaku padaNya, dalam setiap sujudku, dalam setiap ibadah hajat dan istikharahku selama ini. Tanpa jemu walaupun pertemuan itu masih dirahsiakan. Besar kurniaanNya kepada kita. Hijab itu membolehkanaku dan kau melengkapkan diri masing-masing dengan bekalan agama agar baitul muslim kita nanti tidak suram dengan Nur keimanan yang malap.
Calon zaujahku yang dirahmati,
Dinikahi seorang wanita itu kerana empat perkara hartanya, keturunannya, kecantikannya dan agamanya. Maka pilihlah hal keagamaannya, maka beruntunglah kedua-dua tanganmu..
Bukan harta yang kuperlukan, bukan keturunan yang menjadi keutamaan, bukan kecantikan yang kuidamkan, tetapi kefasihan agamamu itu yang aku dambakan. Itulah hikmah sekufu yang menjadi asas usrah muslim antara aku, kau dan anak-anak pewaris ketauhidan Islam dalam mengESAkan Allah Yang Satu.
Hai manusia, sesungguhnya Kami ciptakan kamu dan lelaki dan perempuan dan menjadikan kamu berbangsa--bangsa dan bersuku-suku supaya kamu saling kenal mengenal. Sesungguhnya orang yang paling mulia di antara kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang paling bertaqwa di antara kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi maha Mengenal. (Al-Hujarat: 13)
Calon zaujahku yang telah dijanjikanNya ," Kaum lelaki itu adalah pemimpin bagi kaum wanita, oleh kerana Allah telah melebihkan sebahagian mereka (lelaki) atas sebahagian yang lain (wanita), dan kerana mereka (lelaki) telah menafkahkan sebahagian dari harta mereka".(An-Nissa':34)
Surah yang diberikan kemuliaan buatmu dan insan yang bergelar wanita. Istimewanya dirimu sehinggakan Allah menukilkan pesananNya dalam surah khusus buatmu. Dan itulah janji-janji Allah bahawa seorang wanita yang solehah itulah mutiara syurga buat suaminya walaupun kekayaan duniawi tidak terhampar di kakimu.
Maafkan aku kiranya tiada harta yang mewah, mutiara atau kilauan permata ku persembahkan dalam hidupmu. Tetapi, aku hanya mampu menjanjikan hantaran yang paling berguna untuk kita berdua sepanjang zaman. Itulah panduanNya, Qalamullah. Islam menegaskan agar ku ajar dirimu mengenal Allah, zat yang agung. Itulah kunci kesempurnaan yang hakiki.
Seringkali kau mengeluh, kau hanya insan lemah. Sedarilah bakal isteriku, kelemahanmu itu adalah kekuatan yang dikurniakan Allah buatmu. Dari kelemahan itu, terletaknya rahim yang telah melahirkan seorang Rasul, seorang Nabi, seorang abid dan juga pejuang jihad yang Allah janjikan syurga demi setitis darah mereka.
Ia lahir daripada jerih doamu, penat sabarmu dan lelah tabahmu. Akal setipis rambut, tebalkan dengan ilmu.Hati serapuh kaca,kuatkan dengan iman. Perasaan selembut sutera,hiasilah dengan akhlak
Bantulah aku dalam mentakrifkan pernikahan ini. Semoga ia menjadi wasilah sebuah pembangunan insaniyyah yang akan menjadi khemah dakwah dan tarbiyyah. Bakal isteriku yang dirahmati,Titipan ini sudah sampai ke penghujungnya.
Namun, doaku padamu tidak pernah berakhir. Seperti doaku padaNya, moga saf antara aku dan dirimu akan bersama-sama melalui siratulmustaqim yang lurus menuju jannahNya yang dirindui. InsyaAllah.
Andai ada ingatan darimu, pohonkan dariNya moga aku terus tegak dalam memperjuangkan kalimahNya walau dijengah mehnah lantaran zaman ini adalah pengakhiran sebuah destinasi.. Dunia sudah terlalu tua, ia hanya menanti masa."
alangkah bahagianye kn, jika itu ditakdirkn...wallahua'alam
today xde la penat sgt, cuma letih sket le, coz biasenye my normal day during oliday starts at noon, tetibe seawal 7 kna aktif, ade kenduri plak...nak ikut adat banjar katanya...itu cuma tlg2 as kakitgn kemas umah le biasenye...hehe, br skarang dpt pk, n mmg dah tanam azam smula pd diri this yr kna better than yrs b4 ni...
alhamdulillah, Allah dah tunjukkn jln di alam maya ni...benda yg kucari2 sbelum ni, dahle i ni xpanadai pasal tekno2 ni, tenet2 stakat surf2 bleh la, blog2 ni xpanadai nak mengayat...hehe
laz yr i mmg admit i sengaje jauhkn diri dr sume unsur...i mean, i nak tgk diri i sbenarnye apa cite ni yop??? sbelum tu, i mmg dah uji diri i, mmg i dah rase i dah tau ape hala tuju, but seems like not so much support, n xtau nak slesakn diri dlm serti kata slesa mcmne, i'm lost...erm, correction, i was lost in my own direction, thanx God 4 showing me da beginning of my real journey..but what's da effect to me?? bukannye loz kontek trus, cuma jarag2 je dekati membe2 lame, try to live in new world..dunia yg lebih terpelihara persekitarannnya...so dis yr try nak reconnect, ade la jupe gak website diorg, but most dah outdated, msg2 cbuk, in fact la ni pon sume ngah truskn perjuangan ilmiah scr formalnye, i truskn perjuangan diri yg masih xberkesudahan..but i alwaiz thinking +ve, iA
eh, ape ke bondanya yop yg dah jupa sgt tu? haa, ruangan blog2 yg membina minda n remotivate myself, cuba cr smula saki-baki yg xsempat jupe dek kerna derhaka sdiri..hrm, pelik2, ape ke bendenye tu...biarlah jd sejarah yg pasti tlh ku sesalkn...ok2, b +ve!!
ni antara yg menarik, yg hopefully (Allah dah sememangnye tlh tetapkn sejak d luh mahfuz lg...) bakal bertemu Mr Right yg dpt bimbing diri n terbaik bg diri ini n sipa pun si dia nanti, ish2 jiwang pula, rite now kata2 puitis ni je la yg dharapkn kluar bg seseorg itu:
i quote from someone's blog...ni acknowledge nih!
"
Titipan Buat Calon Zaujahku
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Pengasihani Assolatuwassalam ala RasulillahSelawat dan Salam buat Nabi Muhammad saw, Pembawa Rahmat Seluruh Alam...
Salam sejahtera buat calon zaujahku yang dihijab pertemuan olehNya sehingga detik kita disatukan dengan lafaz ijab bersaksi qabul berwali. Semoga langkahmu tangkas dengan semangat juang Islam. Walau apapun yang kita lakukan, dasarilah ia dengan memohon keredhaanNya supaya setiap langkah itu beroleh keberkatan.
Ya Allah, gembirakanlah aku dengan redhaMu ku kira untaian doa srikandi iman, Sayyidah Nafisah binti Hasan bin Zaid bin Hasan bin Ali bin Abu Thalib ini mampu menyuburkan hatimu dengan Nur KasihNya.
"Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikannya di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. (Ar-Rum: 21)
Telah dikhabarkan bahawa engkau adalah calon yang sekufu untukku, bakal menjadi peneman solehah bersamaku merentas becaknya denai-denai perjuangan Islam ini. InsyaAllah. Kesesuaian ini telah kupohon dalam setiap doaku padaNya, dalam setiap sujudku, dalam setiap ibadah hajat dan istikharahku selama ini. Tanpa jemu walaupun pertemuan itu masih dirahsiakan. Besar kurniaanNya kepada kita. Hijab itu membolehkanaku dan kau melengkapkan diri masing-masing dengan bekalan agama agar baitul muslim kita nanti tidak suram dengan Nur keimanan yang malap.
Calon zaujahku yang dirahmati,
Dinikahi seorang wanita itu kerana empat perkara hartanya, keturunannya, kecantikannya dan agamanya. Maka pilihlah hal keagamaannya, maka beruntunglah kedua-dua tanganmu..
Bukan harta yang kuperlukan, bukan keturunan yang menjadi keutamaan, bukan kecantikan yang kuidamkan, tetapi kefasihan agamamu itu yang aku dambakan. Itulah hikmah sekufu yang menjadi asas usrah muslim antara aku, kau dan anak-anak pewaris ketauhidan Islam dalam mengESAkan Allah Yang Satu.
Hai manusia, sesungguhnya Kami ciptakan kamu dan lelaki dan perempuan dan menjadikan kamu berbangsa--bangsa dan bersuku-suku supaya kamu saling kenal mengenal. Sesungguhnya orang yang paling mulia di antara kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang paling bertaqwa di antara kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi maha Mengenal. (Al-Hujarat: 13)
Calon zaujahku yang telah dijanjikanNya ," Kaum lelaki itu adalah pemimpin bagi kaum wanita, oleh kerana Allah telah melebihkan sebahagian mereka (lelaki) atas sebahagian yang lain (wanita), dan kerana mereka (lelaki) telah menafkahkan sebahagian dari harta mereka".(An-Nissa':34)
Surah yang diberikan kemuliaan buatmu dan insan yang bergelar wanita. Istimewanya dirimu sehinggakan Allah menukilkan pesananNya dalam surah khusus buatmu. Dan itulah janji-janji Allah bahawa seorang wanita yang solehah itulah mutiara syurga buat suaminya walaupun kekayaan duniawi tidak terhampar di kakimu.
Maafkan aku kiranya tiada harta yang mewah, mutiara atau kilauan permata ku persembahkan dalam hidupmu. Tetapi, aku hanya mampu menjanjikan hantaran yang paling berguna untuk kita berdua sepanjang zaman. Itulah panduanNya, Qalamullah. Islam menegaskan agar ku ajar dirimu mengenal Allah, zat yang agung. Itulah kunci kesempurnaan yang hakiki.
Seringkali kau mengeluh, kau hanya insan lemah. Sedarilah bakal isteriku, kelemahanmu itu adalah kekuatan yang dikurniakan Allah buatmu. Dari kelemahan itu, terletaknya rahim yang telah melahirkan seorang Rasul, seorang Nabi, seorang abid dan juga pejuang jihad yang Allah janjikan syurga demi setitis darah mereka.
Ia lahir daripada jerih doamu, penat sabarmu dan lelah tabahmu. Akal setipis rambut, tebalkan dengan ilmu.Hati serapuh kaca,kuatkan dengan iman. Perasaan selembut sutera,hiasilah dengan akhlak
Bantulah aku dalam mentakrifkan pernikahan ini. Semoga ia menjadi wasilah sebuah pembangunan insaniyyah yang akan menjadi khemah dakwah dan tarbiyyah. Bakal isteriku yang dirahmati,Titipan ini sudah sampai ke penghujungnya.
Namun, doaku padamu tidak pernah berakhir. Seperti doaku padaNya, moga saf antara aku dan dirimu akan bersama-sama melalui siratulmustaqim yang lurus menuju jannahNya yang dirindui. InsyaAllah.
Andai ada ingatan darimu, pohonkan dariNya moga aku terus tegak dalam memperjuangkan kalimahNya walau dijengah mehnah lantaran zaman ini adalah pengakhiran sebuah destinasi.. Dunia sudah terlalu tua, ia hanya menanti masa."
alangkah bahagianye kn, jika itu ditakdirkn...wallahua'alam
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
wasting time
hrm, these few days, nothing much to do...although a lot of things should b done..hai, apela perangai kn...hope few bcoming days, opz, tomorrow dah bleh stat wat kije..yeyeyh, so that means, i would n't post anything dis wik...stat nex wik, nak rehat2 bebetul~~~mcm xrehat langsung~~kakaka
Sunday, March 15, 2009
kenduri day
hrm, iki dino kewarekan madang nasi neng umah kenduri, sak tenane' ojo mangan okeh2 ngko kegemukan...haha...i dun master Javanese language but i can la a bit..haha
today i dun hv much progress xcept my fat is becoming thick n thicker, mane idaknye mkn2 tdo...kemas2 umah sket...aktvt ape je bleh dbuat? tu la lemahnya klo xramai member yg vleh dajak kuar beraktvt sihat...ahaha, pasni masuk maktab kompem jd semput...
xpe la rehat b4 sume tentera2 cilik2 tu dtg balik kg, kompem kna mlayan karenah diorg...eventhough mcm malas but kna tlg gak mum yg tentunya pnat jiwa n raga..haha. ok, xde mende sgt nak cite...bc buku pon malas la ni, nakwat gane deh?? help me!! bg sket nasehat n motivasi klo rajin deh... senyum sokmo~~~!!
today i dun hv much progress xcept my fat is becoming thick n thicker, mane idaknye mkn2 tdo...kemas2 umah sket...aktvt ape je bleh dbuat? tu la lemahnya klo xramai member yg vleh dajak kuar beraktvt sihat...ahaha, pasni masuk maktab kompem jd semput...
xpe la rehat b4 sume tentera2 cilik2 tu dtg balik kg, kompem kna mlayan karenah diorg...eventhough mcm malas but kna tlg gak mum yg tentunya pnat jiwa n raga..haha. ok, xde mende sgt nak cite...bc buku pon malas la ni, nakwat gane deh?? help me!! bg sket nasehat n motivasi klo rajin deh... senyum sokmo~~~!!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
librarian's day
hi every1, i felt so epi today bcoz i gained sumting that's very precious as my preparation of being a great teacher..muahaha, about half day i spent time helping kak ina (SKSM library manager) to work together as facilitatorfor Kursus Pustakawan: Proses Buku. sounds more like processing???what's that? i also dunno what does it mean, i thought that juz arranging da books in da allocated shelves by da pupils, but actually it's abput labelling, classifying da books according to da specification genres,collecting data n info as inventory records n so on so forth...
what really meaningful for me, is on how u plan n conduct da program, deal wif these kids, very challenging but still happening...they r very dependent on teachers but i think they r better than me (when i was young at da same age as they r)...they r willing to hv responsibility in school, as early as Yr 2, especially while their psychomotor skils is developing through early years along da primary school period. i learnt a lot of development of young kids in my period of doing KPLI. alhamdulillah, i am able to lower down my perception n perspective to b in da same level as these children...that's da bez for me at this moment. wallahua'lam...b4 i try to build new strategy n focus in future n pursue my dreams...
1 week of school olidays seems dun mean a lot for me, in terms of trying to accomplish ur works...SBE for 2 weeks also seem a short period to complete all tasks, but as da olidays end meaning da school starts....i would be glad coz i would b able to go back to KL...yeyeyeh, bukan ape, bleh kuar wiken jupe member n try not to go back hometown evry wiken...kakaka, mcm bleh..
xde pape sgt nak kongsi kot today...nak main ym xleh plak, nak chat2 sume ngah bz wat keje, member yg aktif sket je...skang ngah nak luaskn empayar circle of frenz...wakaka, klo nak add my ym ok je, infom yg u got my id from my blog, then br i approve nanti...hehe
ym --> pcah_cute
ok, c u all later!! wish me luk!!
what really meaningful for me, is on how u plan n conduct da program, deal wif these kids, very challenging but still happening...they r very dependent on teachers but i think they r better than me (when i was young at da same age as they r)...they r willing to hv responsibility in school, as early as Yr 2, especially while their psychomotor skils is developing through early years along da primary school period. i learnt a lot of development of young kids in my period of doing KPLI. alhamdulillah, i am able to lower down my perception n perspective to b in da same level as these children...that's da bez for me at this moment. wallahua'lam...b4 i try to build new strategy n focus in future n pursue my dreams...
1 week of school olidays seems dun mean a lot for me, in terms of trying to accomplish ur works...SBE for 2 weeks also seem a short period to complete all tasks, but as da olidays end meaning da school starts....i would be glad coz i would b able to go back to KL...yeyeyeh, bukan ape, bleh kuar wiken jupe member n try not to go back hometown evry wiken...kakaka, mcm bleh..
xde pape sgt nak kongsi kot today...nak main ym xleh plak, nak chat2 sume ngah bz wat keje, member yg aktif sket je...skang ngah nak luaskn empayar circle of frenz...wakaka, klo nak add my ym ok je, infom yg u got my id from my blog, then br i approve nanti...hehe
ym --> pcah_cute
ok, c u all later!! wish me luk!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
laz day sbe
Fri, 13 Mac 2009
hi!!! today is my laz day 4 sbe...suppose i would b very epi bcoz it means da laz day i'll wake up as early as 6 am to go to school (actually it alwaiz earlier when i stay at hostel kn kak akma???haha), but yesterday i definitely follow my schedule at hostel...what is it? sleep as early as after isya' n wake up b4 subuh...ish3. dunno y, but i feel so exhausted, mayb bcoz i think a lot, but never do any action to complete my planning...including my KKBI, God helps me, i juz only hv a little info..hope it would b enough...iA
hmm, i juz came back from kenduri at Bt Gajah.....sonot sungguh dpt g jln2 kuar...i like travel..sonok rase dpt jenjln walaupon xle jauh bgt...bowing terperap dlm umah..but ok gak bleh melantak atas katil...wahah, xsenonoh btul
but, 1 thing that i happy today was my fren called me after a long time...haha, mira2 ko tetap ngan perangai kanak2 ribena tu ek..but okler, ade geng..kakaka, congraz dah keje, although keje xbyk ngat buat mase ni, at liz ade gak xperien dlm lab..not like me..very interested to do so, but hv no gut to try..coz i dun believe on myself...buat le bebanyak latihan pon, but i know i'm not a confident enough, i need sum1 to convince me in every critical situation, i dun dare to take risk...ish3...camne nak maju nih???
hmm, kongsi sket pasal my SBE, arini dok merait ketas cikgu tu..waduh3, senang je but xfokus r wat obsvtn, sambil2 tu mate tgk2 kat pdg, duduk kat kantin...n alhamdulillah, kebetuln, ari ni mmg time bdk2 trun pdg...mula2 klas Pend Khas...mmg berbeza cara diorg ajar, kna tegas pd kanak2 yg susah nak dgr ckp, kna lembut pd bdk yg sensitif, but Pend Khas teacher needs to identify which approach would be suitable for different indvdls. hmm, then dtg le kanak2 dewasa ni 3 org, bdk2 maktab penang..dok sarapan dpn sambil sembg2 perkenalan....bdk pismp yg wat ROS gak..hmm, tgk gelagat diorg ni teringt mase perangai i mase zmn muda remaja tu..rase2nye same mcm keadaan i tingktn2...tu sebab le org asik dok ckp, i'm more matured than age i supposed to b...hmm, dunno it's an advntg or not..mayb bcoz xperience is da bez teacher for sum1...but i do feel like i'm still 18th..ok x? haha, prasan awet muda...
eh, sambung smula, pastu, tetiba bdk2 pra-sklah yg pakaian ungu lengkap, my fav kaler tuh, beratur dgn comelnye pegi ke pdg,,,comel2 banget, ala2 ya taiybah pompuannye, permainan yg dimainkn pon cukup unik, perlukn kemahiran pergerakan motor yg baik, masukkn bola2 manik kecik ala sempoa tu ke dlm benang tali, then lari ke dpn gegelung..comel sungguh, cikgu2 plak sporting ala2 ibu n nenek tau!! untung btul
haa, sbenaqnye at da same time ada latihan sukan Yr6, rasenye more to mini competition, dah siap trus nak lwn antr rumah...dah ade pemilihn ke? mcm pakai amik je...but yesterday's latihn sukn tuk Yr4,5 mmg diorg pilih2 bdk dgn wat latihn sume bdk merasa, dah le setiap org max bleh amik 2 acara tuk, utk beri peluang setiap org amik bhgn..but whatever it is, management skill by primary tecahers is essential so preparation is required b4 u r doing any task, bcoz bdk2 tu xleh nak tlg pon, diorg juz ikut je..klo ade pihak yg lepas tgn, mmg xbagus!
okle, assgmt sume xwat lg...esok kna dtg tlg jf fasilatator kursus librarian, okle tu, bleh dtg skolah lg nak anto ketas soklan tu, n try to find available Sc teacher to b interviewed, nak ke diorg tu, cbuk memanjang je, klo idak terpakase carik ckgu Sc lain. rase xpuas ati le mase SBE, mcm xsesuai buat waktu bdk2 nak dkat cuti, kompem diorg ngah pekse..hish! lainkali suwuh maktab pilih awal feb, so pnp byk djalankn....then, wat notis sket, jawatankuasa praktikum or ros skolah knale trus pilih ckgu yg nak dobsev, n of coz ckgu2 tu xleh nak lari2 dr km...haha, rase2nye sume skolah situasi yg same especially klo bdk2 maktab ramain dtg...haha, i wonder would i be like that? hmm, i'll think it later n c in few coming yrs..kakaka
wokes, c u 2moro! wslm
hi!!! today is my laz day 4 sbe...suppose i would b very epi bcoz it means da laz day i'll wake up as early as 6 am to go to school (actually it alwaiz earlier when i stay at hostel kn kak akma???haha), but yesterday i definitely follow my schedule at hostel...what is it? sleep as early as after isya' n wake up b4 subuh...ish3. dunno y, but i feel so exhausted, mayb bcoz i think a lot, but never do any action to complete my planning...including my KKBI, God helps me, i juz only hv a little info..hope it would b enough...iA
hmm, i juz came back from kenduri at Bt Gajah.....sonot sungguh dpt g jln2 kuar...i like travel..sonok rase dpt jenjln walaupon xle jauh bgt...bowing terperap dlm umah..but ok gak bleh melantak atas katil...wahah, xsenonoh btul
but, 1 thing that i happy today was my fren called me after a long time...haha, mira2 ko tetap ngan perangai kanak2 ribena tu ek..but okler, ade geng..kakaka, congraz dah keje, although keje xbyk ngat buat mase ni, at liz ade gak xperien dlm lab..not like me..very interested to do so, but hv no gut to try..coz i dun believe on myself...buat le bebanyak latihan pon, but i know i'm not a confident enough, i need sum1 to convince me in every critical situation, i dun dare to take risk...ish3...camne nak maju nih???
hmm, kongsi sket pasal my SBE, arini dok merait ketas cikgu tu..waduh3, senang je but xfokus r wat obsvtn, sambil2 tu mate tgk2 kat pdg, duduk kat kantin...n alhamdulillah, kebetuln, ari ni mmg time bdk2 trun pdg...mula2 klas Pend Khas...mmg berbeza cara diorg ajar, kna tegas pd kanak2 yg susah nak dgr ckp, kna lembut pd bdk yg sensitif, but Pend Khas teacher needs to identify which approach would be suitable for different indvdls. hmm, then dtg le kanak2 dewasa ni 3 org, bdk2 maktab penang..dok sarapan dpn sambil sembg2 perkenalan....bdk pismp yg wat ROS gak..hmm, tgk gelagat diorg ni teringt mase perangai i mase zmn muda remaja tu..rase2nye same mcm keadaan i tingktn2...tu sebab le org asik dok ckp, i'm more matured than age i supposed to b...hmm, dunno it's an advntg or not..mayb bcoz xperience is da bez teacher for sum1...but i do feel like i'm still 18th..ok x? haha, prasan awet muda...
eh, sambung smula, pastu, tetiba bdk2 pra-sklah yg pakaian ungu lengkap, my fav kaler tuh, beratur dgn comelnye pegi ke pdg,,,comel2 banget, ala2 ya taiybah pompuannye, permainan yg dimainkn pon cukup unik, perlukn kemahiran pergerakan motor yg baik, masukkn bola2 manik kecik ala sempoa tu ke dlm benang tali, then lari ke dpn gegelung..comel sungguh, cikgu2 plak sporting ala2 ibu n nenek tau!! untung btul
haa, sbenaqnye at da same time ada latihan sukan Yr6, rasenye more to mini competition, dah siap trus nak lwn antr rumah...dah ade pemilihn ke? mcm pakai amik je...but yesterday's latihn sukn tuk Yr4,5 mmg diorg pilih2 bdk dgn wat latihn sume bdk merasa, dah le setiap org max bleh amik 2 acara tuk, utk beri peluang setiap org amik bhgn..but whatever it is, management skill by primary tecahers is essential so preparation is required b4 u r doing any task, bcoz bdk2 tu xleh nak tlg pon, diorg juz ikut je..klo ade pihak yg lepas tgn, mmg xbagus!
okle, assgmt sume xwat lg...esok kna dtg tlg jf fasilatator kursus librarian, okle tu, bleh dtg skolah lg nak anto ketas soklan tu, n try to find available Sc teacher to b interviewed, nak ke diorg tu, cbuk memanjang je, klo idak terpakase carik ckgu Sc lain. rase xpuas ati le mase SBE, mcm xsesuai buat waktu bdk2 nak dkat cuti, kompem diorg ngah pekse..hish! lainkali suwuh maktab pilih awal feb, so pnp byk djalankn....then, wat notis sket, jawatankuasa praktikum or ros skolah knale trus pilih ckgu yg nak dobsev, n of coz ckgu2 tu xleh nak lari2 dr km...haha, rase2nye sume skolah situasi yg same especially klo bdk2 maktab ramain dtg...haha, i wonder would i be like that? hmm, i'll think it later n c in few coming yrs..kakaka
wokes, c u 2moro! wslm
Thursday, March 12, 2009
carwash~~~!!!!carwash~~~!!!
Thu, 12th March 2009
hrm, penatnye le ptg ni, juz came back from carwash~~~carwash!! eh ternyanyi plak lagu tu. mane idaknye, kna tunggu bdiri ngan ramai btul org tunggu turn ini ari...rase2nye, tokeh tu bleh dpt 20 kete seari X RM6/8. fuh, byk tu but mesti dia kna bahagi pd pekeja2 nye...walaupon xle bersih ngat, sebab nak basuh luar je, at liz bersinar le sket...saje ngikut mum kuar tgk2 tmpt nak cuci kete, nanti senang bleh wat cari sdiri. iA dah blajar sket2 nak branikn dri deal wif urusan2 luar...klo dlu kna mintak tlg parentz or other fmly memberz uruskn benda2 coz xkesempatan nak kuar2 skang alhmdllh cuba lengkapkn diri jd org lbh bguna...dlu bdikari tuk diri sendiri ja, but now kna dikari tuk berbakti pd org lain plak..
hmmm, nak insafkn diri jap, tgk betapa payahnye tgk org keje utk cr sesuap nasi, syukur ya Allah, krn beri nikmat rzk n luaskn pkiran n pgalamn walaupon xseberap dbanding ngan org lain, aku yakin Kau Maha Mengetahui apa yg trbaik tuk hamba-Mu ni..skang ni, i tried to ingatkn diri n alwaiz ckp pd diri...ble kt tgk bdk kecil, malulah dikau krn budak itu masih kecil n kurang dosa, pabila kau lihat org tua, malulah dikau kerna org tua itu telah idup lama n byk buat amalan, pabila kau mlihat seseorg itu, sedarlah bhw org itu mungkin tingkatan takwa n amalan lebih baik drpd dirimu itu...jgnlah dikau berjalan dgn bangganya atas kelebihn yg dberi Tuhan krn ia bkn milik kekal yg boleh menjamin syurga abadi...
eh, feeling le plak. watever pon benda2 tu la yg kekadang kt lupa...moga Allah jauhkn dr sifat mazmumah n kuatkn diri tuk mengamalkn sifat2 mahmudah
blom lg ade perasaan nak kongsi pasal my SBE, ngah frust coz most Sc teachers not available for dicussion coz too busy on marking paper n ade yg g kursus luar...wawawa~~~konflik diri berlaku, xde la konflik masyarakat....kna be more outspoken, but when it comes to my own hmtown, sume akan knal so kna la cover2 sket...konon jg t/laku le (mana tau ade yg jeling2 nak cr bakal menantu ke...hahaha) n dun wanna any ketidkpuasan ati bakal berlaku yg rosakkn ape2 je..ape2 ape ek...ntah le...bukan nak cr gaduh pon kn??, ish2 truk betul le tu pk sampai ke situ
ok2, nak rehat2 n we'll continue tonite or 2moro ye?? da..da..
hrm, penatnye le ptg ni, juz came back from carwash~~~carwash!! eh ternyanyi plak lagu tu. mane idaknye, kna tunggu bdiri ngan ramai btul org tunggu turn ini ari...rase2nye, tokeh tu bleh dpt 20 kete seari X RM6/8. fuh, byk tu but mesti dia kna bahagi pd pekeja2 nye...walaupon xle bersih ngat, sebab nak basuh luar je, at liz bersinar le sket...saje ngikut mum kuar tgk2 tmpt nak cuci kete, nanti senang bleh wat cari sdiri. iA dah blajar sket2 nak branikn dri deal wif urusan2 luar...klo dlu kna mintak tlg parentz or other fmly memberz uruskn benda2 coz xkesempatan nak kuar2 skang alhmdllh cuba lengkapkn diri jd org lbh bguna...dlu bdikari tuk diri sendiri ja, but now kna dikari tuk berbakti pd org lain plak..
hmmm, nak insafkn diri jap, tgk betapa payahnye tgk org keje utk cr sesuap nasi, syukur ya Allah, krn beri nikmat rzk n luaskn pkiran n pgalamn walaupon xseberap dbanding ngan org lain, aku yakin Kau Maha Mengetahui apa yg trbaik tuk hamba-Mu ni..skang ni, i tried to ingatkn diri n alwaiz ckp pd diri...ble kt tgk bdk kecil, malulah dikau krn budak itu masih kecil n kurang dosa, pabila kau lihat org tua, malulah dikau kerna org tua itu telah idup lama n byk buat amalan, pabila kau mlihat seseorg itu, sedarlah bhw org itu mungkin tingkatan takwa n amalan lebih baik drpd dirimu itu...jgnlah dikau berjalan dgn bangganya atas kelebihn yg dberi Tuhan krn ia bkn milik kekal yg boleh menjamin syurga abadi...
eh, feeling le plak. watever pon benda2 tu la yg kekadang kt lupa...moga Allah jauhkn dr sifat mazmumah n kuatkn diri tuk mengamalkn sifat2 mahmudah
blom lg ade perasaan nak kongsi pasal my SBE, ngah frust coz most Sc teachers not available for dicussion coz too busy on marking paper n ade yg g kursus luar...wawawa~~~konflik diri berlaku, xde la konflik masyarakat....kna be more outspoken, but when it comes to my own hmtown, sume akan knal so kna la cover2 sket...konon jg t/laku le (mana tau ade yg jeling2 nak cr bakal menantu ke...hahaha) n dun wanna any ketidkpuasan ati bakal berlaku yg rosakkn ape2 je..ape2 ape ek...ntah le...bukan nak cr gaduh pon kn??, ish2 truk betul le tu pk sampai ke situ
ok2, nak rehat2 n we'll continue tonite or 2moro ye?? da..da..
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
PKG
Wed, 11 March
Yahoooo!! eh silap, yahuuuu!!!today i found new best punye port to relax2 n search academic references...dkat Pusat Perkembang Guru (PKG)..i'm fortunate bcoz PKG ni situated btul2 nex to my school..so, kebetulan no meeting, so that's place is quiete peaceful n of coz damn cold!! ade tv gitu!! bleh bgerak bebas sket...maklumle, bdk2 ipik tu jdkn library port diorg, so malu le sket nak join coz boys je...yg gurlz xnampak plak, mayb diorg pend khas so most of time at pend khas buildings...
hah, talking bout pend. khas ni, ade sembg ngan Kak Aida (da PKG assistant officer) said that KDC pend khas very fortunate, diorg dpt gj penuh trus same degree je standard...katanye la...tp setahu i, klo dah lpas kursus tu br start gj br tu...ntah le...but vry weird gak, coz dlu mase risik2 GSTT SK, PK, SMK ke xdeKDC, yg ade juz 4 SJKC/T je...tu kat perak le, kat selangor kire untung sket le...dgr2 habaq cikgu kat perak sgt krg compared to selangor...but???? mcm tu plak cite nye
nak share 1 horrified (sket le) but funny story ni...while i was reading magazines with my ears listening to cartoon at tv (not watching ya)...suddenly, i hear da door was banged loudly...a chinese gurl ran n came into da room without knocking or seeking permission from staff or teacher inside 9which is da only me n Kak aida). i was about to raise my voice but then, luckily Kak Aida said tht she's Pend Khas pupil..hrmm....physically, i tink she same as other gurlz, but terkezut jugak le...she sat nex to me...i pretend like i didn't notice of her presence, her mother also waited behind of me...'Sit Down!!', her mother yelled. Then, she followed her order. But, juz a few seconds later, she ran over da whole area in da class.... shouting..... dancing..... singing..... jumping on da sofa...i juz hoping that she wont beat or tearing out my scarve or clothes...
then, kring.........da bell is ringing...meaning it's da time 4 me to go to da class...luckily, i went out from da room when da gurl still singing n dancing in front of da 'mirror' (actually da glass cupboard)...i wonder, how difficult a mother to raise such a special child...da mother must treat her patiently n accept watever God'd given...
so, i walked away from PKG office, walking towards Yr 6 building...hoping one of english teacher here willling to accept my request to join his/her class...alhmdllh, i managed to observe 2 period engl class (immediate level) eventhough it was about xam paper discussion rather than T&L session...so, dis Fri, i'll join her class again for slower learners level...i'm still trying to figure out other engl n absolutely SC teachers to follow n join da class of coz...my KKBI?? ok2, i try to find da perfect free time so my tasks would b almost accomplished..
to b continued wif my sanp shoots of my SBE here.. c yea!!
Yahoooo!! eh silap, yahuuuu!!!today i found new best punye port to relax2 n search academic references...dkat Pusat Perkembang Guru (PKG)..i'm fortunate bcoz PKG ni situated btul2 nex to my school..so, kebetulan no meeting, so that's place is quiete peaceful n of coz damn cold!! ade tv gitu!! bleh bgerak bebas sket...maklumle, bdk2 ipik tu jdkn library port diorg, so malu le sket nak join coz boys je...yg gurlz xnampak plak, mayb diorg pend khas so most of time at pend khas buildings...
hah, talking bout pend. khas ni, ade sembg ngan Kak Aida (da PKG assistant officer) said that KDC pend khas very fortunate, diorg dpt gj penuh trus same degree je standard...katanye la...tp setahu i, klo dah lpas kursus tu br start gj br tu...ntah le...but vry weird gak, coz dlu mase risik2 GSTT SK, PK, SMK ke xdeKDC, yg ade juz 4 SJKC/T je...tu kat perak le, kat selangor kire untung sket le...dgr2 habaq cikgu kat perak sgt krg compared to selangor...but???? mcm tu plak cite nye
nak share 1 horrified (sket le) but funny story ni...while i was reading magazines with my ears listening to cartoon at tv (not watching ya)...suddenly, i hear da door was banged loudly...a chinese gurl ran n came into da room without knocking or seeking permission from staff or teacher inside 9which is da only me n Kak aida). i was about to raise my voice but then, luckily Kak Aida said tht she's Pend Khas pupil..hrmm....physically, i tink she same as other gurlz, but terkezut jugak le...she sat nex to me...i pretend like i didn't notice of her presence, her mother also waited behind of me...'Sit Down!!', her mother yelled. Then, she followed her order. But, juz a few seconds later, she ran over da whole area in da class.... shouting..... dancing..... singing..... jumping on da sofa...i juz hoping that she wont beat or tearing out my scarve or clothes...
then, kring.........da bell is ringing...meaning it's da time 4 me to go to da class...luckily, i went out from da room when da gurl still singing n dancing in front of da 'mirror' (actually da glass cupboard)...i wonder, how difficult a mother to raise such a special child...da mother must treat her patiently n accept watever God'd given...
so, i walked away from PKG office, walking towards Yr 6 building...hoping one of english teacher here willling to accept my request to join his/her class...alhmdllh, i managed to observe 2 period engl class (immediate level) eventhough it was about xam paper discussion rather than T&L session...so, dis Fri, i'll join her class again for slower learners level...i'm still trying to figure out other engl n absolutely SC teachers to follow n join da class of coz...my KKBI?? ok2, i try to find da perfect free time so my tasks would b almost accomplished..
to b continued wif my sanp shoots of my SBE here.. c yea!!
9/11 ke 11/9
Wed, 11 March
Hi, finally i managed to join eng class, learning on how to control da class, although it was revision n discussion on xam paper, i found that 'this' english teacher is so goood, it would b a great time if she was my teacher...vry caring yet tegas gitu!! but i can't deny how luvly my x-teachers especially my primary eng & math teachers....sir bahak n cikgu faridah!! lots of memories that i couldn't 4get during my childhood....mayb bcoz most of them were sweet n vry sweeeeet memories kn??? compared to my critical life during transition to b called as a girl to an adult....yo yo r la plak
ok2, yesterday i promise to share bout this 1 great news!! those who watched Buletin 1.30 on 10th March, i'm sure people who do care wif Islam will b so epi!! y???
on 11 September 2001, series of coordinated suicide attack which known as nine-eleven. let me juz take a brief xplanation of that incident from wikipedia:
"The hijackers intentionally crashed two of the airliners into the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City, killing everyone on board and many others working in the buildings. Both buildings collapsed within two hours, destroying at least two nearby buildings and damaging others. The hijackers crashed a third airliner into the Pentagon. The fourth plane crashed into a field near Shanksville in rural Somerset County, Pennsylvania, after some of its passengers and flight crew attempted to retake control of the plane, which the hijackers had redirected toward Washington, D.C."
sbenaqnye, eden xpatut guna wikipedia ni, but cuma amik yg general je, n obviously dun ever use this source to do ur journal or assignment....from my reading, i found that the article on this website is bias...how come u know that da hijackers were Muslims, n 1 more important thing, da case was under investigation, but da news stated that dis action was done by jihad people... oh, come on plz ler....inila momokan konspirasi pihak2 tertentu yg amat dengki n takut pd kuasa Islam..alhmdllh, after that incident, people yg xtau adenye ajaran islam mula cube memahami ape tu islam...sume berminat nak tau...walaupon ada pihak2 tertentu wat label islam=terror???, oh plz....
hah, ape yg eden nak share ialah, adele time dlu tu dgr2 cite, few hours b4 collision tu, ofis nmpk lengang especially ada level yg most of them bangsa israel (stlh dselidiki), ade yg kata diorg dpt mesej supaya tinggalkn bgnn tersebut...dan2, lepas je jatuhnya bangunan yg mjd kebanggan polis dunia tu, trus kata itu perbuatan si polan yg berlatarblkgkn bangsa si polan...ish2, serkap jarang sungguh sikap nya, yg pelik tu laluan angkasa tu xde pon dpt detect ada kpl trbg yg trbg serendah tu kat kotaraya metropolitn tu ye???, truk sgt ke operasi radar nye??, at liz org awam xde plak prasan bunyi2 bising kat langit tu, mentang2 le individualistik tul msyrktnye, terror sgt ke org yg bawak kpl tu???
hok sbenonye, mase thn tsebut mmg eden xamik tau ngat (truk btul my civic as muslimkn?), but then br i dpt rasai betapa maha hebatnye fitnah dunia ni pd ajaran kt... i still remember le mase my parentz n i went back from dinner, waiting 4 trams...i heard a bad voice labelling us terrorists, dah le gelap gle time tu, pastu friday nite plak...pdhl i ni brani je kuar mlm2 ngan teman, but wif my parentz??? mane larat nak lari dah berumur ni kn...oh noo...i xnak ape2 terjadi pd diorg, biorle i sorg..klo ngan member konfem bleh same2 sepak trajang n lari laju2.. in fact, evrytime klo km segroup kuar ke tmpt yg mmg local people xpenah nmpk muslims, konfem diorg pdg pelik n u can feel how bad they tink of us on da way they're staring at our veils...hrm, but i'm proud to b a muslimz, it makes me different from other uncivilised people...i.e out of jahiliyyah (dark edge)...iA
eh, pjg plak cite, ok2, smbg yg td tu, starting from my arriving in Socceroos world (my fav oz rugby team), i gained as much info as i could utk btulkn smula ape tu islam yg sbenarnye n differentiate wif islam adat....thanx Allah 4 showing me da rite path..skang ni terpulang pd setiap indvd tuk menjaganya...iA i will
haaaa, apa kaitan sume ni? kaitannye, brite tv3 tu mendedahkn betapa sbenarnye dalang dsbalik pbuatan tkutuk m'bunuh org awam (lg truk yg brlk kat bosnia, irq n palestin tu sbenaqnye) adlh Israel tu siri...sorg pekerjanya yg mjd spy but guna name ala2 arab tu revealed da truth to public, sume itu atas propaganda Yahuuud n kerjsm wite house sdiri...but sume dtutup ala2 xpenah brlaku...in fact, mmg tujuan melaga2kn umat Islam n of coz cemarkn maruah islam n obviously jdkn negr2 Arab terutamanya sbg kambing itam atas perbuatn diorg sdiri..ish3, moga djauhkn..
but, mmg satu benda yg xdpt dnafikn, ekonomi dunia kt ni dpegang penuh oleh puak2 zionist tu, matawg dkawal smcm permainan bola sepak (permainan yg dreka jg utk lalaikn umat akhir zmn tu)...hmmm, byk lg nak cite but sume tu susah nak dkata, susah nak dcoret2 sj...mayb that's my weakness...slalu pearp sume mende dlm kapla n ati je...xtau nak luahkn...huh
eh, ni patutnye bukan cite pasal my SBE xperien...kt bukak pg br la ye...ni juz nak warming up our mind to reset our iman (mmg kna slalu buat terutama klo kt rase mmg byk dosa) n 2 improve our iman (iA cuba jdkn today is better than yesterday n tomorrow should be better than today), maka ummah kt br maju apbl setiap indvd itu mjd brand br yg lebih bkualiti...iA
Hi, finally i managed to join eng class, learning on how to control da class, although it was revision n discussion on xam paper, i found that 'this' english teacher is so goood, it would b a great time if she was my teacher...vry caring yet tegas gitu!! but i can't deny how luvly my x-teachers especially my primary eng & math teachers....sir bahak n cikgu faridah!! lots of memories that i couldn't 4get during my childhood....mayb bcoz most of them were sweet n vry sweeeeet memories kn??? compared to my critical life during transition to b called as a girl to an adult....yo yo r la plak
ok2, yesterday i promise to share bout this 1 great news!! those who watched Buletin 1.30 on 10th March, i'm sure people who do care wif Islam will b so epi!! y???
on 11 September 2001, series of coordinated suicide attack which known as nine-eleven. let me juz take a brief xplanation of that incident from wikipedia:
"The hijackers intentionally crashed two of the airliners into the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City, killing everyone on board and many others working in the buildings. Both buildings collapsed within two hours, destroying at least two nearby buildings and damaging others. The hijackers crashed a third airliner into the Pentagon. The fourth plane crashed into a field near Shanksville in rural Somerset County, Pennsylvania, after some of its passengers and flight crew attempted to retake control of the plane, which the hijackers had redirected toward Washington, D.C."
sbenaqnye, eden xpatut guna wikipedia ni, but cuma amik yg general je, n obviously dun ever use this source to do ur journal or assignment....from my reading, i found that the article on this website is bias...how come u know that da hijackers were Muslims, n 1 more important thing, da case was under investigation, but da news stated that dis action was done by jihad people... oh, come on plz ler....inila momokan konspirasi pihak2 tertentu yg amat dengki n takut pd kuasa Islam..alhmdllh, after that incident, people yg xtau adenye ajaran islam mula cube memahami ape tu islam...sume berminat nak tau...walaupon ada pihak2 tertentu wat label islam=terror???, oh plz....
hah, ape yg eden nak share ialah, adele time dlu tu dgr2 cite, few hours b4 collision tu, ofis nmpk lengang especially ada level yg most of them bangsa israel (stlh dselidiki), ade yg kata diorg dpt mesej supaya tinggalkn bgnn tersebut...dan2, lepas je jatuhnya bangunan yg mjd kebanggan polis dunia tu, trus kata itu perbuatan si polan yg berlatarblkgkn bangsa si polan...ish2, serkap jarang sungguh sikap nya, yg pelik tu laluan angkasa tu xde pon dpt detect ada kpl trbg yg trbg serendah tu kat kotaraya metropolitn tu ye???, truk sgt ke operasi radar nye??, at liz org awam xde plak prasan bunyi2 bising kat langit tu, mentang2 le individualistik tul msyrktnye, terror sgt ke org yg bawak kpl tu???
hok sbenonye, mase thn tsebut mmg eden xamik tau ngat (truk btul my civic as muslimkn?), but then br i dpt rasai betapa maha hebatnye fitnah dunia ni pd ajaran kt... i still remember le mase my parentz n i went back from dinner, waiting 4 trams...i heard a bad voice labelling us terrorists, dah le gelap gle time tu, pastu friday nite plak...pdhl i ni brani je kuar mlm2 ngan teman, but wif my parentz??? mane larat nak lari dah berumur ni kn...oh noo...i xnak ape2 terjadi pd diorg, biorle i sorg..klo ngan member konfem bleh same2 sepak trajang n lari laju2.. in fact, evrytime klo km segroup kuar ke tmpt yg mmg local people xpenah nmpk muslims, konfem diorg pdg pelik n u can feel how bad they tink of us on da way they're staring at our veils...hrm, but i'm proud to b a muslimz, it makes me different from other uncivilised people...i.e out of jahiliyyah (dark edge)...iA
eh, pjg plak cite, ok2, smbg yg td tu, starting from my arriving in Socceroos world (my fav oz rugby team), i gained as much info as i could utk btulkn smula ape tu islam yg sbenarnye n differentiate wif islam adat....thanx Allah 4 showing me da rite path..skang ni terpulang pd setiap indvd tuk menjaganya...iA i will
haaaa, apa kaitan sume ni? kaitannye, brite tv3 tu mendedahkn betapa sbenarnye dalang dsbalik pbuatan tkutuk m'bunuh org awam (lg truk yg brlk kat bosnia, irq n palestin tu sbenaqnye) adlh Israel tu siri...sorg pekerjanya yg mjd spy but guna name ala2 arab tu revealed da truth to public, sume itu atas propaganda Yahuuud n kerjsm wite house sdiri...but sume dtutup ala2 xpenah brlaku...in fact, mmg tujuan melaga2kn umat Islam n of coz cemarkn maruah islam n obviously jdkn negr2 Arab terutamanya sbg kambing itam atas perbuatn diorg sdiri..ish3, moga djauhkn..
but, mmg satu benda yg xdpt dnafikn, ekonomi dunia kt ni dpegang penuh oleh puak2 zionist tu, matawg dkawal smcm permainan bola sepak (permainan yg dreka jg utk lalaikn umat akhir zmn tu)...hmmm, byk lg nak cite but sume tu susah nak dkata, susah nak dcoret2 sj...mayb that's my weakness...slalu pearp sume mende dlm kapla n ati je...xtau nak luahkn...huh
eh, ni patutnye bukan cite pasal my SBE xperien...kt bukak pg br la ye...ni juz nak warming up our mind to reset our iman (mmg kna slalu buat terutama klo kt rase mmg byk dosa) n 2 improve our iman (iA cuba jdkn today is better than yesterday n tomorrow should be better than today), maka ummah kt br maju apbl setiap indvd itu mjd brand br yg lebih bkualiti...iA
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
pertembungan ipik & ipt
Tue, 10th March
today, i started my class wif brainwash session..as usual le..make sure KPLI graduates be more proactive n less probs as well as bcome efficient teacher...ok2, i got it since da 1st day i was willing to spend my olidays by teaching as a replacement teacher years ago. although i was only 20 yrs ago at that time, my parents alwaiz remind that teaching is not juz coming to school, but follow ur timetable punctually n do ur lessson as effective as u can, same as wat u expect to gain from ur teachers when u were at school previously. indeed, my GSTT period wif my sister n brother at da same school taught me to bcome more discipline n dedicated to ur jobs wif full of ur heart....iA, i'll bear evry advices given by cnior teacher especially n of coz experts who i met evryday, in any matter that would improve myself...
actually, today i dun hv much interest to do my reading n assigns...dunno y, mayb i miz a lot of my frenz...especially monashians....biotech coursemates....oreo, yani, nano, alyaa, sarah, fatin, mira...ckinot, fzah, madu, kakak kecik tu...sorry boys i can remeber ur faces but not really xz names....hrm, n obviously member 4caz ausmat 15 dlu, who rite now spread in any spots they like. melbenians, thanx 4 willing to b my counsellor n buddy during my tough time, time 4 me to know myself spiritually n emotionally...only He knows wat inside my thinking n heart..
yeah, 4get bout past memories...let them buried in this heart n mind..i appreciate my precious time..He showed me da best way i should go...i should pursue in this life...those yrs were my joly2 moment, now i assure dis is da perfect choice that i've to make not juz 2 my benefits, but in many aspects that i've weigh out before...b4 i change totally to dis option..iA
okle, wat is connection of wat i said wif today's title yeah??? actually, i'm not sure wif my feelings whether i'm happy or jelez..happy bcoz i tink i'll get frenz, 6 future teachers from ipik..but my juniors le kiranye, or jelez bcoz after this da PKK will pay attention more to da groups compared to me as an individual, da only person doing SBE (ROS) from iptkl....hmm, hope next few days, i would b able to complet my tasks, able to join SC, ENG or perhaps PJ teachers during T&L session...rather than being a responsible to look after relief classes...huhu
oh ya! juz wanna share, while i was trying to sleep but at da same time trying to listen to Buletin 1.30 news (how come haa??)..i listen something that i shouldn't shock bcoz i already heard that rumours (in fact it actually true stories) at da time da incident happen....11 Sept..
oh no! juz block-out...i'll continue later la ye...bahaye ni klo biorkn laptop tbuka tutup dgn sdirinye...i'll continue that topic 2moro ye guys...nak iron bj satg g skolah bkedut2, pengsan org nak tgk...hahaa
today, i started my class wif brainwash session..as usual le..make sure KPLI graduates be more proactive n less probs as well as bcome efficient teacher...ok2, i got it since da 1st day i was willing to spend my olidays by teaching as a replacement teacher years ago. although i was only 20 yrs ago at that time, my parents alwaiz remind that teaching is not juz coming to school, but follow ur timetable punctually n do ur lessson as effective as u can, same as wat u expect to gain from ur teachers when u were at school previously. indeed, my GSTT period wif my sister n brother at da same school taught me to bcome more discipline n dedicated to ur jobs wif full of ur heart....iA, i'll bear evry advices given by cnior teacher especially n of coz experts who i met evryday, in any matter that would improve myself...
actually, today i dun hv much interest to do my reading n assigns...dunno y, mayb i miz a lot of my frenz...especially monashians....biotech coursemates....oreo, yani, nano, alyaa, sarah, fatin, mira...ckinot, fzah, madu, kakak kecik tu...sorry boys i can remeber ur faces but not really xz names....hrm, n obviously member 4caz ausmat 15 dlu, who rite now spread in any spots they like. melbenians, thanx 4 willing to b my counsellor n buddy during my tough time, time 4 me to know myself spiritually n emotionally...only He knows wat inside my thinking n heart..
yeah, 4get bout past memories...let them buried in this heart n mind..i appreciate my precious time..He showed me da best way i should go...i should pursue in this life...those yrs were my joly2 moment, now i assure dis is da perfect choice that i've to make not juz 2 my benefits, but in many aspects that i've weigh out before...b4 i change totally to dis option..iA
okle, wat is connection of wat i said wif today's title yeah??? actually, i'm not sure wif my feelings whether i'm happy or jelez..happy bcoz i tink i'll get frenz, 6 future teachers from ipik..but my juniors le kiranye, or jelez bcoz after this da PKK will pay attention more to da groups compared to me as an individual, da only person doing SBE (ROS) from iptkl....hmm, hope next few days, i would b able to complet my tasks, able to join SC, ENG or perhaps PJ teachers during T&L session...rather than being a responsible to look after relief classes...huhu
oh ya! juz wanna share, while i was trying to sleep but at da same time trying to listen to Buletin 1.30 news (how come haa??)..i listen something that i shouldn't shock bcoz i already heard that rumours (in fact it actually true stories) at da time da incident happen....11 Sept..
oh no! juz block-out...i'll continue later la ye...bahaye ni klo biorkn laptop tbuka tutup dgn sdirinye...i'll continue that topic 2moro ye guys...nak iron bj satg g skolah bkedut2, pengsan org nak tgk...hahaa
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