review~hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil...

insya-Allah...hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil, ni' mal maula wa ni' man- nasir..teringat lg nasyid yg sungguh mendamaikn oleh ungu...hrmm

kisah sejarah, ungkapan hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil oleh nabi ibrahim tatkala dicampak ke dlm api oleh umat yg derhaka pd nabi Allah, dgn kuasa-Nya, tetiba api mjd sejuk n nabi terselamat..
ape kisah tersembunyi??? tatkala nabi di atas tungku api, malaikta Jibril bertanya kpd ibrahim?? apakah engkau perlukn pertolongan ku? then, nabi ckp, aku tak perlukn pertlgan mu, cukuplah bg ku pertlgn dr Allah...subhanallah

kisah 2,tatkala Firaun n pengikutnya yg derhaka pd nabi Allah mengejar nabi Musa, di hdpn laut, musa mententeramkn umatnya dgn mengatakan Allah pasti membantu hamba-Nya yg taat n beriman kpd-Nya...

kisah 3, ketika Rasul Allah menyembunyikn diri dlm Gua Tsur drpd kaum kafir Quraiy, Allah perintahkan burung merpati buat sarang n bertelur serta labah2 buat spider web dpn gua tu...so ble org2 kafir ni lihat keadaan seakan mustahil seseorg utk berada dlm gua tu disebbkn sarang2 ni, alhamdulillah Rasul Allah telah terselamat


subhanallah...pertolongan Allah terasa amat dekat jika hamba-Nya dekat kpd-Nya, krn sememangnya Allah bersifat Maha Berkuasa, Maha Memberi pertolongan, Maha Melindungi n Maha Mengasihani...

semoga kt semua dibwh pelihara-Nya...dijauhkan bala dunia n akhirat...samada dlm bentuk wabak penyakit (i.e H1 N1), bencana alam (i.e jerebu), kemelaratan dlm idup dlm mencari nafkah n rezki, serta kehormatan diri seseorg...djauhkn fitnah n sengketa...amiiin

minah rempit

halluuha, today was da 2nd n maybe worser incident happen to me...but alhamdulillah i managed to punch da card b4 7.45...we late to go scholl n fortunately, my hozmate opened da back door so i can hear da creck sound which means that was 7.10 am at that time...oh no!! 20 mins journey from home, n wif haven't prepared of self-service plax tu...ahaha, my wake up caller jugak terlewat...aduz, cik zu..cik zu....tu la p ronggeng lebih lame dr org..haha, hrm..but alhamdulillah pn poziah n mdm chan ok je td...20 mins journey today takes about 10 mins plak, but of coz consumes double of my tank...grrr...xekonomi langsung...minah kempit ke rempit..huhu

rase malu gax le nk urus hadiah2 tu td....mmg klo org akan tolak keje tu dulu coz org xsuka keje2 dpn but prefer to do blakang tabir je...like serving da kidz wif tapau brekfez..haha

balik kg?? xleh, mum xbg...parents come here??hrm, ade urusan kat kg plax, so, chilling out my day by another gurl outing wif haiza....wat urusan manfaat le....tomoro???wat folio tau, mayb da nite can hv dinner together wif....hrmm...sape yer...erm...oh no!! i dun hv much bez fren ler...special prince?? not even one..never...coz i believe da bez fruit is da forbidden one...hrmm...insya-Allah..la tahzan

hrm...enough for my nonsense mumbling...yesterday nite, had a gurl n buddy hang out wif mira....juz to update gossip n share our friday's bad luck dis week...haha, what a common among us...hrm...then decided to watch da latez muvi 'da proposol' but then, da show starts at midnite...xelok anak dare kuar memlm buta, then we juz went to downtown..mira really thrilled to c my ceraz world...haha, actually, that's my 2nd time to go ther wif a purpose je tau, 1st juz wonder how donton looks like...2nd, teman mira n definitely, i bought red seat neck pillow n 2 dummies for da accessary of my new passionate...hahaha, better look after n shows my passion to take care sumting that i still berhutang sbenaqnya, so i can get my parent's trust....which means, they will think i'm not a gurl anymore, but i tell myself n feel that 'not yet a woman' hahaha, hrmm


dis wik seems different than previous weekly boring life, coz i wanna t8 fresh air...ye ke, kan jerebu n fear of h1n1...hrm, insya-Allah, mg Allah jauhkn mudharat from me n my family n my community n all muslimah coz, xnak umat islam pupus...is it actually 'biology weapon' that is used by some parties who have their own agendas...hrm...mmg Allah dah tetapkn but pasti ade sebab n musabab sesuatu kejadian....


okler, xsempat wat review reading of la tahzan, coz, i tink i wanna buy da 2nd edition plak...hehehe..mg Allah permudahkn jln..amin

La tahzan

alhamdulillah, after few months of empty space in dis heart....now i found truely way of spending da time meaningfully, under self-conciousness on how thin my level of iman after dis few months i guess, compared to laz yr...yelah, when we'r surrounded by good people..especially parents n family members who alwaiz remind to b better person...n importantly under good controlled of da environment...

hrmmm, i wonder, y must people b worse for some time, then realise to b better person, then return to worse or mayb worst after all....hrmmm...igt smula kata2 sis dolo2, hati ni sentiasa berbolak-balik, same ngan tahap iman kt...kt rase gusar ble hati xtenang, kerna xcapai halawatulIman yg sbenar, n Allah suka nk dgr rintihan kt...sebab tu Dia suruh kt merintih pd-Nya, jgn somobong n bongkak bjalan atas muka Bumi ni, coz sapa le diri ni...huhu


laz 2 days, i took opportunity while hang out wif fren...went to da bookshop, niat lame nk ble di interesting book....padahal xpernah belek2, rase takut je pegang, coz xyakin nanti bace ke...igt dolo2 berkobar2 bace buku pon ade rizon...nk xam or b in different person yg mase tu rase xready lg...n now, alhamdulillah, Allah dah buka smula pintu hati....to b sum1...moderate person...iA


so, i've decided to make my own reading n analyising bot dis book, sllau dgr dlm ikim pasal buku ni, siap wat slot khas lg...'La Tahzan'....Jgn Bersedih...tgh mood bersedih ke...x, bukan sedih, searching my soul....direction of being a moderate yet powerful muslimah...since hvn't find any community to b wif....no appropriate time n transport n circle of frenz yet....searchinggggg....

on that nite, i read about 15 related topics that might runnung down into my heart...padahal arguments dlm tu mmg ringan but tegas n mmg menusuk kalbu...n da author itself, dr 'Aidh B 'Abdullah Al-Qarni purposely rewrite n review for light reading....senang nk masuk hati para pembaca...

ok. i'll share my thoughts in da nex post...coz need many LPs to do...wish me luk, Kak Zira will observe me deh...wa~~xprepare mende pon, lepak ngan sarah td..but reliz gak stress ade sum1 yg bleh wat gelak2 n ckp2 yg bermanfaat...huhu...hehehe

रेमंड myself

alangkah indahnya andai kataa2 ni dpt didengari suatu ari nanti~~~

" enti, diri enti baru separuh milik ana, tapi ini bukan bermakna Allah izinkan kita bercinta. Ana harap enti faham, ana serahkan enti dalam jagaanNya, belum halal kita untuk berhubung walau ana jujur, hakikat hati bahawa tiadalah sabar untuk bersama enti."

"andai rindu dan cinta meruntun hati, lekas-lekaslah enti berwudhu', bukalah mashaf dan bacalah dengan sekhusyuknya. Kerana itu bukanlah kerinduan yang halal untuk kita, bahkan syaitan yang cuba memesong hati agar ikatan kita mendasari nafsu yang merosakkan"

doa yg plg tulus dr hati~~

' Tuhan, andai benar satu hari akan kau serahkan diriku buat seorang Adam, biarlah dia seorang yang punya fikrah yang kuat berdakwah, yang tidak redha dengan kemaksiatan, yang lincah mentarbiyyah umat, yang tidak langsung berlengah untuk menyerah harta dan jiwanya pada jalanMu, yang tenaganya tidak sedikit pun berbaki untuk dia mengejar dunia, yang hatinya tertaut pada masjid, yang malamnya hidup untukMu dalam tahajud yang menyuci jiwa, yang apabila aku memandang wajahnya, bertambah-tambah pujianku buatMu, yang apabila melihat akhlaknya, melimpah-limpah kerinduanku pada KekasihMu, dan tidurnya dalam dakap kitab suciMu kerana letih mentadabbur Al-Zikr, yang bibirnya tidak sunyi dari lantunan zikir dan hafazan surah-surah penghibur hati, yang apabila katanya penuh nasihat dan guraunya adalah sedikit kerana gentar akan kematian yang bila-bila masa sahaja menjemput.'



~taken from sis's blog...very insaf~~insya-Allah