alhamdulillah, after few months of empty space in dis heart....now i found truely way of spending da time meaningfully, under self-conciousness on how thin my level of iman after dis few months i guess, compared to laz yr...yelah, when we'r surrounded by good people..especially parents n family members who alwaiz remind to b better person...n importantly under good controlled of da environment...
hrmmm, i wonder, y must people b worse for some time, then realise to b better person, then return to worse or mayb worst after all....hrmmm...igt smula kata2 sis dolo2, hati ni sentiasa berbolak-balik, same ngan tahap iman kt...kt rase gusar ble hati xtenang, kerna xcapai halawatulIman yg sbenar, n Allah suka nk dgr rintihan kt...sebab tu Dia suruh kt merintih pd-Nya, jgn somobong n bongkak bjalan atas muka Bumi ni, coz sapa le diri ni...huhu
laz 2 days, i took opportunity while hang out wif fren...went to da bookshop, niat lame nk ble di interesting book....padahal xpernah belek2, rase takut je pegang, coz xyakin nanti bace ke...igt dolo2 berkobar2 bace buku pon ade rizon...nk xam or b in different person yg mase tu rase xready lg...n now, alhamdulillah, Allah dah buka smula pintu hati....to b sum1...moderate person...iA
so, i've decided to make my own reading n analyising bot dis book, sllau dgr dlm ikim pasal buku ni, siap wat slot khas lg...'La Tahzan'....Jgn Bersedih...tgh mood bersedih ke...x, bukan sedih, searching my soul....direction of being a moderate yet powerful muslimah...since hvn't find any community to b wif....no appropriate time n transport n circle of frenz yet....searchinggggg....
on that nite, i read about 15 related topics that might runnung down into my heart...padahal arguments dlm tu mmg ringan but tegas n mmg menusuk kalbu...n da author itself, dr 'Aidh B 'Abdullah Al-Qarni purposely rewrite n review for light reading....senang nk masuk hati para pembaca...
ok. i'll share my thoughts in da nex post...coz need many LPs to do...wish me luk, Kak Zira will observe me deh...wa~~xprepare mende pon, lepak ngan sarah td..but reliz gak stress ade sum1 yg bleh wat gelak2 n ckp2 yg bermanfaat...huhu...hehehe
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- trying 2 b as simple as possible, eventhough sumtimes i bcome a complicated person to deal wif....try me!! klakar btui kn, klo dah ade blog org akan war2kn suruh tgk but me, dun b surprise klo xde org pon bace or komen or read, coz i'm blogging is a way fo me to communicate n muhasabah diri dlu...at liz ilang sket tension2 yg terpendam...n also share my opinion or komenz bou sumting yg patut dkongsi... n spending time reading blogs from other people helps me a lot to remind myself da reason of being a khalifah in this world...iA hope 2 b a better person... wanna hear updates from old frenz ssu, sempunk5, qber, intec 4caz, monashianz....especially melbenianz
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