refresh da life

assalamualaikum~~sungguh lama tak tgk blog..padahal mase tu maseh ade kuliah lg..but since ade insiden yg menyebabkn i sengaja xnak aktifkn tenet...hehe...plus ngan kemalasan melampau...then, rase mcm ketidaksangkaan bebanan yg harus dijalani seorg educator~~before, while n after being a teacher~~huhu


so, today, after 2 wiks of olidayz, refresh of mind, body n soul maybe, but da most valuable thing that i got...which makes oliday this time different to normal olidayz yg slalu i jalani after every semester skolah....ialah kenangan2 lalu terimbau kembali dlm kotak minda~~dan begitu menghargai saat-saat gentir mahupun bahagia yg pernah dilalui secara sedar atau tidak...klo persaan ni pernah i dpt mase fikiran n pandangan mengenai sesuatu itu tercetus...ni kira betul2 perasaan yg hampir same dilalui mase tu menerjah kembali...chewah~~betul


ntahlah, i tink pandangan saya kini berbeza n maybe better sdikit berbanding 2 thn kebelakangan ni...n most importantly, mmg i tgh mencari identiti yg sbenarnye..insya-Allah.tp dah tau dah perangai yg common bg diri ni... mg Allah maseh sayang n trus beri petunjuk & panduan atas setiap gerak laku yg dbuat...amiin...

konon blogging bleh melatih diri ni menjelaskan sesutau yg terbuku di ati..but then i admit that i could not share sumting which i tink it would be best for me to kip it myself...let me kip it until i found da perfect time n of coz perfect person to share wif...

for those who knows me, n read this entry, u r free to comment on me..to let me realise da real me...to reflect da reaaaalllll me....acts as mirror la katakan....hehe


Things that I know about myself:

*secretive
*panas baran but still cover2 sket
*pemalu, kekadang xbertempat
*pemalas pada hal2 yg mmg xnk buat
*kepala batu ^O^
*pendendam sket, but slalunye mcm talam
*konon matang tp xmatang
*dunno wat is really my hobby or interest
*penakut tp ala2 barani
*very determined but not tomboy or kasaq naa
*easily influenced by external (xsgt) n internal (kekadang) factors in making decision
*bechok...but sumtime nampak serius or sombong..klo mood xde
*moody, especially klo xde perasaan nk wat lawak
*banyak le rasenyer lg......

wokeh, kt stat blogging smula especially when it comes to practicum period...coz mesti byk cite menarik yg bleh dkongsi...ngeh3