Friday, June 26, 2009

sebak tp tiada maknanya lg

salam, hr ni, benda yg mmg dah lame i tink i dun wanna hear but ready to accept, then actually i x kuat nk mendengarnya...coz i know, that's all mistakes came from my ownself...coz i plan to do it...so i hv to accept if this is da fate that He wanna b to b...wallahua'alam..ape nye tu...ntah le, sedih n hiba, but i know now i'm in new road...remember da road not taken...poem that we learnt during english literature....it would happen to everyone, but it depends on da person to choose da way he wanna b...i had a chance to go to star wif jet craft, no fees at all, but then, it was me who demands for bicycle instead...very rugi...i realised but i knew actually i luv cycling coz it gives me more benefits interms of developing my whole potential..either physically, practically, emotionally n especially my quality of life...so, wat does it mean wif star? wat jet n bicycle represent wif???? only me can answer it...

n today, i tink i had done a big mistake, shoul not revealed my background...dun wanna high expectation from sum1 else...let it b a secret but i will prove that i done da jobs wif all my heart...except certain parts which i tink no need to do coz i tink i can take it from my mind n soul...ya Allah, aku rindu pd nikmat terdahulu...Kau memberi ku peluang merasainya...tapi ku minta Kau berilah nikmat itu utk selama2nya...supaya membw diri ini dekat pd Mu..amin, hanya Kau yg tahu apa terbuku d hati n pikiran ini....


i promise to myself to b better in quality of da life...not juz da performance...not juz ur achievement...coz all that things would give u advantages juz for a while...u will not bring it together when u r died...let all things happen now, under ur control...coz u let da situation controls ur life before....let passed b da memory that u need to forget...except da truely friendship in finding da perfect n best way to hv His barakah....insya-Allah....amiin

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